-jam- in your shoes

I think, I ask, I wonder.

I think about what you’re doing,
I ask myself what I’m doing,
and I wonder if I’ll ever understand,
Understand what it means to be in your shoes.

I met a friend today. She made me think.
Think about all the times we had,
all the joys we shared.
Then she asked if I ever wanted you back.
She asked me what I was doing with my life.
She asked me to stop kidding myself.
And then I wondered.
Wondered if I still did love you,
wondered if things would ever be the same again.
Wondered…
I’m still wondering…

Cause I guess, I’ll never be able to see it, I’ll never be able to stand in your shoes.

A promise I made a long time ago, to see everything like you.
To make sure I saw your point of view, to make sure I understood.
Somehow its difficult, maybe its impossible.
The brains, the love and the care I lack…

Maybe, just maybe, I dont deserve you.

I wrote a song, 2 prehaps.
Thinking bout the look on your face, the gaze in your eyes.
But I guess I’ll never know until I see you.

Will you listen, will you cry?
Will you run, will you deny?
Somethings I never will know, because I’m just not you.

Half my world has left, the other half crumbled.
I smile, I laugh, I jump for joy.
But I guess, theyll never know what it’s like without you.

1 Comment so far

  1. jun & grace on December 17th, 2005

    hey to the 2 of you:
    though i do not know what happened.i just really hope you guys can talk things out. you guys have been together for so long.even jun & i have our differences.at the end of day after a long shouting match: we kiss and make up,say sorry for the moment of silly-ness we have.forget about it,and just sleep in each other arms. we know we love each other still, we need each other to rely on for various tasks.
    there are times in life when you tell yourself, ‘i can do this myself!’ but in fact you can’t. there are things where you cannot do it yourself. you need 2 people to get it working.both of you are my good friends.it really hurts me to see the both of you like that.hope you guys can work it out.take care the both of you.

    with love,
    jun & grace

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