raining… a thunderstorms coming

feeling exceptionally down tonight

feels like a binding aura
pinning me down, fierce without my approval
staring at me like im some kind of criminal

somehow we seem to be living in a web
or maybe like the wheels on a bicycle
maybe we shouldnt be so idealistic
maybe love shouldnt be read like a mantra
afterall who am i to stop you
because ignorance really is bliss
maybe i shouldnt really care

theres just so much we never get to say
this is starting to lose the feeling of a tango
this no longer tastes like tiramisu

maybe all i need now is a kick
or something from a book of origami
to shield me from this
to give me a world free of doubts and worries
or maybe
maybe im just overly worried

how i long for that familiar warmth
maybe i should look at ask that I
what kind of song i want to sing as my anthem

just blabbering a bit. know this really isnt my style. jeremy will be back to being jeremy soon. =)