my brother is the man!

look at you gorgeous
you’re red hot slim and sexy
you remind me of that feeling
so wild so crazy so me so you
you turn me on at the touch of a button
you make me sad, you even make me cry
wherever i go
with you il follow
my heart my soul
my one my all

 

All I want to say is that my brother is the man!

 

He just got me this ipod nano and it seriously kicks ass! Now I’ll never have to listen to you, you boring old fart. Now I’ll look cool, with my wires white and smooth. Now I’ll get the babes, the look and the money. Now I’ll be me - dreaming all over again.

live today like its today

Read something really meaningful today. The funny thing is that I caught this on a poster, off the wall at a prata shop! What can I say? Sometimes life really does tell its story in a funny way. I didn’t manage to copy it down but heres the gist of it.

Don’t live life looking backwards
memories are meant to be memories
don’t live life fixing what you think went wrong

don’t live life thinking too much about tomorrow’s worries
don’t ask if the sun will shine tomorrow
don’t question the future

live life in the present
live life today to your fullest
create new memories
nice ones
sweet ones

Somehow what I’ve written really doesn’t sound like what I read. Ha. No matter. You have to live your life to the fullest. The constant looking back, pining for what was, fighting for what used to be really isn’t going to do any good. Live your life in the present. Ask yourself this, ‘what would I do if I knew I was going to die tomorrow?’ I guarantee that you’ll see life in a total new light, a brand new perspective.

Ask yourself this ‘How can I live my life today, to make it worth remembering? How can I leave a legacy behind?’

 

the dots behind the people we meet

Ever so often, we chance upon someone new, or perhaps someone from the past. A friend or foe, the truth will unfold, but until then, we will never know. Some people are blessings from above - they shine their lights onto our paths, guiding us, pushing us and encouraging us, ever so gentle, ever so firm. And yet others we meet are pure vermin. They pollute our minds, rip our dreams apart and never stop draining us down. These are the people we have to watch out for, these are the people we have to rid ourselves off.

I can only thank heavens for bringing so many positive people into my life.

I’ve decided to start living for myself again. To start planning my goals, to start working on how to get there and to start fueling my rocket with explosive amounts of energy to get there. All I can say to these people is thanks for kicking my ass, thanks for waking me up. I’d still be dreaming on and on if not for you!

My dad told me this recently. “Life doesn’t always go the way you plan it to be. But that doesn’t mean that you just toss in the towel and give up.”

That’s true I guess. You hang in there and fight. You fight till you see the light again. You fight not only because of survival but you fight also for those you care about. Rejoice that you survive today, because it means that you have another chance to live on fighting.

Thanks Dad. Thanks to all of you who’ve gave me strength. Thanks.

I am revamping!

I should have done this a long time ago but you know the procrastination bug hits like nobody’s business! Heh!

I just want to ask all you readers to be a little patient with me, a tech newbie, as I revamp my blog!

I will be adding more quality content soon so do drop by every now and then to check up on my progress!

a super crazy weekend

The time stamp on this article isn’t faulty. It’s currently 4.30am, monday morning. while I’m typing this entry. All I want to say is that the last 4 days have been absolutely insane!

I just finished coaching Wealth Academy hosted by AKLTG. What this course does is it teaches people how to achieve, maintain and protect immense levels of wealth. Judging by the number of participants and the huge number of people from other nationalities, I dare say that it is the best in Asia!

Somebody told me this today. I don’t remember it word for word but the gist was this.

“I can sense that you have this huge power inside you just waiting to be harnessed. I can tell that you were meant for great things, that you were meant to change lives. What’s stopping you? What’s holding you back from achieving your dreams, achieving success and happiness?”

That question really blew me away. I don’t want to come across as too egoistic but this isn’t the first time someone has said something like this to me.

And this really got me thinking. I’ve been dreaming huge dreams since I graduated from the Patterns of Excellence Programme also held by AKLTG. I’ve thought of using the power of leverage by giving tuition to huge groups of students, I’ve thought of using my natural gift of public speaking (I admit I’m not a guru) to coach and motivate students, I’ve thought of giving investment lessons for free to people my age etc…

And the more I thought about it, the more ashamed I felt. I looked around me, during the coaching sessions, and I realised that everyone around me was doing something huge! Many had dreams of living in financial abundance and were already working towards it. They were trading - using options, forex, technical analysis, to increase their net wealth.

Others like Adam Wong, someone who I’m really glad I met, have embarked on the internet marketing road to success. (FYI, he earns huge amounts of money through the internet every month! You can click here to find out more about him.)

And me. I’m still living at a level of mediocrity. I’m only barely making money on the stock market, I’m really a jack of all trades at internet marketing and I don’t even want to take the initiative to conquer my fear of ‘What ifs’.

Why. Why must I change?  I still haven’t been able to work out a convincing ‘why’. But I guess I’ll just have to have faith in the dots, like what Steve Jobs said. Have faith in some greater power, that my life will work out good.

walking the winding road

final year project

design project

ems project

js project

youve gotta be kidding me

4 modules, 4 projects

and i thought i was going to end with a bang

 

sometimes its just overwhelming

how possible it is i wonder

to say one thing

but honestly feel another

 to look from that far and distant corner

 

you try and hide

you close your eyes

but what goes on inside

i honestly wonder

 

 so hurt so lost

so drained so bitter

so jealous so beaten

so… me

 

olivia isnt helping

so isnt jolene

fayes not listening

theyre all just singing

singing a song

prolly all about me