a super crazy weekend

The time stamp on this article isn’t faulty. It’s currently 4.30am, monday morning. while I’m typing this entry. All I want to say is that the last 4 days have been absolutely insane!

I just finished coaching Wealth Academy hosted by AKLTG. What this course does is it teaches people how to achieve, maintain and protect immense levels of wealth. Judging by the number of participants and the huge number of people from other nationalities, I dare say that it is the best in Asia!

Somebody told me this today. I don’t remember it word for word but the gist was this.

“I can sense that you have this huge power inside you just waiting to be harnessed. I can tell that you were meant for great things, that you were meant to change lives. What’s stopping you? What’s holding you back from achieving your dreams, achieving success and happiness?”

That question really blew me away. I don’t want to come across as too egoistic but this isn’t the first time someone has said something like this to me.

And this really got me thinking. I’ve been dreaming huge dreams since I graduated from the Patterns of Excellence Programme also held by AKLTG. I’ve thought of using the power of leverage by giving tuition to huge groups of students, I’ve thought of using my natural gift of public speaking (I admit I’m not a guru) to coach and motivate students, I’ve thought of giving investment lessons for free to people my age etc…

And the more I thought about it, the more ashamed I felt. I looked around me, during the coaching sessions, and I realised that everyone around me was doing something huge! Many had dreams of living in financial abundance and were already working towards it. They were trading - using options, forex, technical analysis, to increase their net wealth.

Others like Adam Wong, someone who I’m really glad I met, have embarked on the internet marketing road to success. (FYI, he earns huge amounts of money through the internet every month! You can click here to find out more about him.)

And me. I’m still living at a level of mediocrity. I’m only barely making money on the stock market, I’m really a jack of all trades at internet marketing and I don’t even want to take the initiative to conquer my fear of ‘What ifs’.

Why. Why must I change?  I still haven’t been able to work out a convincing ‘why’. But I guess I’ll just have to have faith in the dots, like what Steve Jobs said. Have faith in some greater power, that my life will work out good.